“No” is a complete sentence. Anne Lamott
Pushing boundaries (going beyond setting boundaries) is something which I have not always been comfortable with but it is something which I have come to value more as I get older. It is perhaps because I care less about what other people think of me as I strive to find clarity and real answers to the many questions I have about life. Some people call it bold, as my school principal did when I was four years old. One day, he called me “Madlene” at the school assembly. I boldly walked up to the front of the assembly and corrected him by saying that my name was “Magdalene” and not “Madlene.” Now, at four years old, I don’t think I knew anything about setting or pushing my boundaries. I was simply responding from my heart to fix something which did not sound right to me. From that day on, he held huge respect for me and even now (4o years later) we both remember that distinct moment and he never called me “Madlene” again!
As I got older, I noticed patterns in my behaviours where I simply accepted what others did or said because I did not want to step outside my comfort zone, for fear of hurting them or having too much information which could hurt me. It became increasing difficult for me to say “no” and I would actually prefer not to know about some things because knowing would need action on my part or would make me feel uncomfortable. When we look deeper into the issues of why we do not push our boundaries, it is all rooted in fear. Fear of the unknown. Fear of being unloved. Fear of losing control. Fear of not having enough. However, as our soul expands and seeks truth and clarity to live our soul mission, those walls begin to crumble. An enlightened soul is no longer afraid of asking questions and pushing against the boundaries because we know whatever the responses are, negative or positive, the universe will provide all that we need for the next steps of our journey.
A young woman once told me that she was dating a guy whom she was not sure about. I asked her why and her response was, “I feel that he is not really interested in me. He takes a long time to ask me out.”
What should she do? Push the boundaries. She wanted to stay in the safe zone and wait for him to make the next move. He was clearly not giving her the green light. I asked her to invite him out on a date to meet some of her friends.
Reluctantly, she agreed and asked him out. His first response was, “Can we talk about this?”
“Why?” she asked.
“Because I am not comfortable meeting your friends yet.” he responded.
After six months of “seeing” someone, how can you not want to meet their friends? How can you not want to know more about them?
By pushing her boundaries in asking him to meet her friends, his response brought clarity to her that he was not ready to engage in a serious relationship with her. She ended the relationship because it was not in alignment with what she needed in a relationship. By not pushing those boundaries, she could have remained in this undefined relationship for a longer time. Several months later she met someone else who was happy to meet her friends right away.
Here is a list of situations which could be resolved if the boundaries were pushed a bit.
What does it cost you NOT to push your boundaries? Loss of self-worth? Loss of adding more value to the quality of your life? Loss of money/income? Loss of having fulfilled relationships and work? Loss of living your soul mission?
As one person said to me, the cost of pushing boundaries for him was exorbitant!
“Pushing these boundaries require courage….the costs can also be exorbitant! I have spent my entire life pushing boundaries and have been punished for doing so. However, since I am aware of the consequences, I have also placed a lot of effort in preparing myself for the consequences….this is what has made me into a better person. I have discovered a new me at all stages.”
When I push my boundaries I feel that my soul expands. It takes courage to go beyond setting boundaries. It frees my mind, my soul and my heart and creates space for me to grow. Sometimes, we have simply outgrown a boundary and need to explore beyond. I have concluded that if people truly love and respect me, they will also love and appreciate my growth when I push those boundaries.
“Tolerance is nothing more than patience with boundaries.”
― Shannon L. Alder
TuneIn to areas which are not exactly your comfort zone. StepUp and pay attention about what matters to you.